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About the poem...

This is a poem that I wrote after I had a misscarage in March. It took me a really long time to get up the nerves to write about it all. I still think about it alot and it still really hurts to think about.

I also added some links from my DeviantArt poetry gallery if you would like to check out the poems there also.


"Too Perfect"

I finally understand
Why you couldn't stay
You were too perfect
To live in this world

You needed some place perfect
Perfect like yourself
A star in the sky
Or a cloud in the heavens

Maybe God was short on angels
And you were the perfect cannidate
Or maybe there aren't enough stars
For little boys and girls to wish upon

Or maybe I'm not good enough
Maybe I wasn't good enough to have you
But whatever the reason is
It doesn't matter anymore

You are tucked away safely
Somewheres in the sky
Somewheres in heaven
But no matter where you are

You'll always be in my heart
Always in my memories
Always in my thoughts
Always in my dreams...

Dear Baby,
I just want you to know that the minute I heard you exsisted in me
I loved you
And I love you still
I never once thought about giving you up or hurting you
I was so proud I was almost your mommy
You still make me cry
When I think about how I wont be able to hold you in my arms
And be able to call you mine
It hurts me inside that I lost you
I wanted you so much
I loved you more than life itself
I'll never forget you
My sweet darling little angel.

Love Always,

Your mom

  About the poem...

I wrote this poem for all the young girls who give themselves away to every guy who says "I love you".....just wait.

About the poem...

I wrote this poem about my love, Joel. sometimes the only time I can see him is when I'm dreaming...

"Just in my Dreams"

I close my eyes
And fall asleep
And see your face
Your standing there
So real to me

I can see your soft
Blue eyes staring at me
The expression on your face
Is pure love
Your smile melts me

I rap my arms around myself
But its your strength I feel
You enclose yourself around me
I am safe in this moment
This moment filled with you

Our hearts beat together
As if we are one person
I wish you could be me
To know how it feels
When you kiss me

I wish you knew how I feel
When you hold me
When you touch me
When you whisper
And when you look at me and stare

I put a finger to your lips
And run it down your neck
Until I find your chest
You shiver
But you never say a word

I just stare into your eyes
For the rest of the night
I could do this for eternity
I can almost see the words
You long to speak

I can read the secrets
In the sparkle of your eyes
But the sun becomes brighter
And you begin to fade
And tears start to fall

I then realize it wasn't real
You weren't in my arms all night
Your are never really here with me
Just in my dreams


"Just Wait"

I fell in love with the devil
And gave my soul away
I kissed his rough lips
He promised me night and day

He gave me the moon
The sun, the stars, and the sky
He also gave me pain
And always made me cry

He always left me alone
When I was sad and when I was cold
He never said he was sorry
I was left with no one to hold

He promised me he'd change
But thats another lie
He did this on and on
Sometimes I wished he'd die

He never made me happy
But always made me mad
He never even tried
He liked it when I was sad

Sometimes I wondered
If he really loved me
I asked the question
But theres no answer
I guess I finally see

You can't love the darkness
And try to live in the light
I couldn't tell him how I felt
Without starting a fight

We are both very different
In so many more ways than one
I wish I could have said I was sorry
But he's nowheres around to speak to
Now he's gone

Try not to fall in love
With the prince of lies and hate
If you think he's the one
Please my dear, just wait

Don't let him have your heart
Because he will take much more
He'll take your soul and happiness
And leave you feeling like a whore

Hold on to what you have
For it is greater than any precious stone
For when the time comes
God'll send you someone to call your own



Poetry is Life

I believe that poetry is the life of your heart and mind. its what you feel and think but can't say. it is only better expressed in poetry.